A couple of days ago my AFU and UFO-Sweden colleague
Tobias Lindgren visited Örebro to record the first part in a series of
interviews for UFO-Sweden Radio. UFO history and contactee research will be the
main topics in these programs. From the organizational archives at AFU he also
brought two binders containing the files from the first UFO group I founded in
1970, UFO-Södertälje. These documents made me realize I have actually
spent fifty years in the UFO movement.
One Winter evening in the beginning of the 1960s,
when I was around ten years old, my mother and I went for a walk to get rid of
some bulky trash nearby our then place of living in Södertälje. It was a
beautiful, starry night and mother told me about various constellations and
stars. This awe-inspiring experience so greatly influenced me that I as soon as
possible visited the local public library to borrow books on astronomy. In 1963
our family moved to a new apartment in Södertälje which made it possible for me
to watch the sky from a very good position. I spent many nights there with a
small telescope, studying the Moon and counting meteors. Mother constantly
admonished me to not to stay out to long as I would catch a cold. During these
teenage years I learned as much as I could about astronomy and the Greek and
Roman myths and legends behind the constellations.
My mother, Gun Blomqvist, Summer 1960
The middle 1960s was a very active and exciting
period of manned spaceflights. I followed with eager anticipation the Gemini
spaceflights 1965-1966, collecting press clippings and tape recording as much
as I could from radio and TV. A teacher at school noted my dedicated interest
and once I was even allowed to skip a lesson to make a tape recording.
My mother was from early in life a spiritual seeker
and an avid reader. This deep interest was reflected in the library she built
up at our home. There were books on Spiritualism, Theosophy, Anthroposophy,
ancient mysteries and all the early UFO contactee books from the Swedish
publishing house Parthenon. Authors like George Adamski, Daniel Fry, Ray and
Rex Stanford, Elisabeth Klarer a.o. As a young teenager I discovered the books
in our family library and became deeply fascinated by all these subjects,
especially UFOs. Mother was somewhat apprehensive of my newly found interests
but she was also happy that I shared her interests and we spent many evenings
at the kitchen table discussing and pondering all the mysteries of life and the
universe.
Swedish edition of Alan´s Message: To Men of Earth by Daniel Fry
Already as a young teenager I realized that UFOs,
paranormal phenomena, spiritualism etc. were not the normal interests of my
schoolmates so I kept my passion for mysteries to myself. Beginning in 1967 I
worked part time, after school and Saturdays, at the Södertälje Public Library
and here I became acquainted with Kjell Jonsson, who also worked part time at
the library. We soon became aware of that we studied at the same school but not
the same class. Because of our common interest in books friendship grew and we
spent a lot of time together.
Although I hinted at my unusual interests it was not
until the beginning of 1970 that I seriously introduced Kjell to UFO literature
and gave him some contactee books to read. He became deeply fascinated by the
UFO enigma and this of course gave our frienship a whole new dimension. In the
Summer of 1970 we began contacting various UFO groups a.o. Svensk IGAP, the
Swedish Adamski movement headed by Thor-Leif Dahnielson and we also wrote to
the newly formed national organization UFO-Sweden, founded in April 1970. In
the beginning we had no plans to found a UFO group ourselves as we both were heavily
occupied with senior high school studies. We subscribed to the Swedish UFO
journals aviable and corresponded with editors and directors. To my surprise
Kjell Jonsson became even more active in his UFO interest than me, an avid
reader of UFO literature and even entered a subscription to Flying Saucer
Review.
Kjell Jonsson, August 29, 1971, during one of our Stockholm journeys to buy UFO books
A seminal event in our interest was a letter,
November 15, 1970 from Swedish contactee Mr. Sten Lindgren, then President of
Intergalactical federation (IGF). Here in an
English translation:
"Best Cosmic Greetings, Håkan,
Thank you for your letter of November 10. We are affiliated with UFO-Sweden. Regarding further questions: Suggest a meeting in Stockholm on the following alternative dates:
Saturday, November 21, 4 p.m.
Saturday, November 28, 4 p.m.
You decide whether one of these alternatives is ok. Send us an answer as soon as you have accepted. We will meet at the place you decide in your letter, e.g. train from Södertälje or by car.
Thank you for your letter of November 10. We are affiliated with UFO-Sweden. Regarding further questions: Suggest a meeting in Stockholm on the following alternative dates:
Saturday, November 21, 4 p.m.
Saturday, November 28, 4 p.m.
You decide whether one of these alternatives is ok. Send us an answer as soon as you have accepted. We will meet at the place you decide in your letter, e.g. train from Södertälje or by car.
Awaiting your answer
The Best Cosmic Greetings from
Sten Lindgren"
The Best Cosmic Greetings from
Sten Lindgren"
On November 21, 1970 Kjell Jonsson and I went by
train to Stockholm where we were picked up by Sten Lindgren och his co-worker
Bjarne Håkansson. We were taken to Sten Lindgren´s apartement at Lidingö.
Arriving at our destination we were soon made aware of that this was no
ordinary Swedish home. In the hallway was a quote, pinned on the wall, taken
from Howard Menger´s From Outer Space To You (p. 48): "We have much work
to do on your planet among your people, and we must do it quickly - while there
still is a planet and a people to work with". The walls of the livingroom
were filled with photos, illustrations and charts all relating to UFO
sightings. The books in the bookshelf were a mixture of contactee literature
and metaphysics.
Sten Lindgren at the Clavilux 1971
Kjell Jonsson and I were seated on the sofa, nothing
was said, and the lights were turned down. Sten Lindgren started playing
"cosmic music" on a light-organ (Clavilux). After this introduction
we were told that our meeting was arranged by the Brothers from space and that
Sten was in both physical and telepathic contact with an extraterrestrial
group. We were also requested to start a local UFO-group in Södertälje,
affiliated with UFO-Sweden, as this national organization was supported by the
Brothers.
As a naive and idealistic teenager I felt this was
like entering Shangri-La. Meeting a man who, not only had observed flying
saucers, but was in contact with the visitors and working with them. The
meeting with Sten and Bjarne worked like a salvation experience and left me literally
"high" for weeks. On November 25, 1970 Kjell Jonsson and I formally founded
our local group UFO-Södertälje with constant advice from Sten, who claimed
telepathic information from the Brothers.
Me as a young UFO enthusiast January 1971
From the beginning UFO-Södertälje consisted of only
two members, Kjell Jonsson and I but in March 1971 we started contacting local
newspapers, writing letters to the editors, putting up posters in various
places and from April 17 – 30, 1971 we had an UFO exhibition at Södertälje
stadsbibliotek. Membership grew steadily and from having met at my parents
apartment we were forced to rent a small basement premise to continue our
meetings. Like most UFO groups in the 1970s we began skywatching hoping the
space people would appear. UFO-Södertälje was very much a UFO and New Age
group. We corresponded with Gabriel Green´s AFSCA, contactees like Marianne
Francis and Hope Troxell. By the end of the year we were 16 members.
Our exhibition at Södertälje Public Library April 1971
Skywatching May 19, 1971, from left Åke Åhman, Kjell Jonsson, Gunilla Olsson
On January 20, 1972 I was interviewed in the local
newspaper Länstidningen which created a large response from readers and
resulted in many new members. We succeeded in finding a new habitat for the
group and 1972 was the most active year for this local group with invited
speakers, field investigations and meetings with other ufologists. I started
publishing a small newsletter UFO-Bulletinen. UFO-Södertälje was changed to
Södertälje UFO-Center and by the end of the year we had 50 members.
From article in Länstidningen January 20, 1972
During the late Autumn of 1972 my UFO interest was
heavily influenced by the writings of Jacques Vallee and John Keel and interest
in keeping an ordinary UFO group going dimished as research and critical
thinking became more and more important. Beginning in February 1973 Anders
Liljegren, Kjell Jonson and I started to seriously consider the possibility of
leaving UFO-Sweden and creating a new research oriented group. AFU, then
Arbetsgruppen för ufologi (Working Group for Ufology) was founded on March 17,
1973. And the rest in history. which I have documented in many blog posts.
Looking back at fifty years in the UFO movement I
can still feel the same fascination as when I was a teenager. The UFO movement
has been homebase for me. Almost all my close friends I have found in the
movement. For me as for many colleagues UFO research hasn´t been only a purely
scientific problem but also involved a deeper spiritual quest. Trying to
understand the mystery of our existence on this strange planet and the mystery
of our consciousness.
Human self-consciousness, the illuminated window in
the cosmic night, is to me a tremendous mystery. Simply defining man in
material terms is presenting an incongruous flatland model of something
infinitely greater. There is a quality in human self-consciousness that
requires a different approach. I can never accept the proposition that a lump
of matter randomly can form sentient beings, conscious, self-reflecting and
capable of ethical decisions. That human beings have an almost unlimited
capacity for evil, is something that we are constantly reminded of by reading
global media. But what is really interesting and hopeful is that we can
surmount harsh existential conditions and develop an almost limitless kindness
and empathy. Here we find an indication that the deeper meaning of our
existence is the transformation and evolution of our consciousness. We are a
step in the evolution of consciousness in the multiverse.
From a philosophical or bird´s-eye view ufology is very much more than just simple identification of lights in the sky. It may take many years of field investigation and study but eventually you will probably arrive at the same conclusion as pioneer ufologist Jacques Vallee:
”…the history of ufology should be placed within an esoteric context. Throughout history there has been a tradition of higher knowledge, and the claim that it was accessible to us, if only we agreed to be tested, to work through certain spiritual problems… That´s the meaning of the hermetic schools. The UFO problem, the question of parapsychology, are central to this business. Looking for the solution isn´t just a scientific project; it´s a quest, an initiation, an enigma like that of the Sphinx…”.
(Jacques Vallee, Forbidden Science II, p. 211).